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Name: Stephanie Country: United States State: Missouri Metro: St. Louis Gender: Female
Interests: music, my first love...
cooking...
education...
musiq, my second love, lol...
poetry...
the "neo/nu soul movement"...
good art...
hip hop...
blazay blah... Expertise: writing poetry...doing hair...being an individual... Occupation: Student Industry: Legal
Message: message me MSN: AnEpicDame Yahoo: stl1bamagirl
Member Since:
1/19/2005
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| this sucks ass, it's freakin homecoming weekend, and i have no money, no liquor, no weed...
i'm pissed as hell... it all starts with my bank fuckin with my money.... long story short they didn't deposit my shit until hella late from LAST week, and so i have now accrued some overage charges in which they will not take off..... "technically" they say it's not their fault....wel technically i say they can suck their own dicks..... i haven't seen a certain someone in well over a couple (literally) weeks... partly because my mother came and visited me last weekend, i really enjoyed her company... but damn.... imma need JOHN DOE to come thru this weekend, IMMEDIATELY!!! i'm saying, not NOw, but RIGHT NOW!!!
this week pretty much sucked in it's entirety.... school sucked, work definitely sucked, and as an added bonus, my manager is downsizing on my hours, but upping my sales goal... he is such a dick in the ass....
i think i just need to start slanging.... don't even ask, or maybe pimp a ho...
speaking of hoes, i saw the neighborhood crackwhore walkign thru my apartment complex this week... and she asked me for a cigarette and i gave it to her, only to realize she was pregnant, i felt SOOOOOO bad....
OH LIFE!!! i just want to go home and finish school @ UMSL at this point, that just might be an option, now that i think about it.... | | |
| dayum..... it's been HELLAZ since i last wrote in here....oh well, y'all love me anyway, right? who cares, anywho...it's monday, and i clearly didn't go to class today... i feel like shit....i hope i didn't miss anything imperative to my learning expereince @ AAMU (Alabama A&M University for the simple ones).
speaking of which, it's been so long.. my apartment is simply fantabulous...school is cool...meeting some nice folks, a couple cuties along the way as well. there are HELLA folk from St. Louis, which is great, i met this guy, he's a cutie... makes me want to just play in his hair all day, lol j/k...
and YES, i am still in a relationship with my pookie Mr. Hamilton...though this long distance thing has been taking it's toll on me, but i have held strong for the sake of our relationship, my sanity and fidelity. i think it's pretty awesome what we have, we've known each other since like the first grade, and as an added bonus, he plays college football... they won their game this past saturday, but yea....he's awesome. tall dark, and handsome....can't get away from dark chocolate...but of course it's more than that...he's quite intelligent, plays a musical instrument....works on cars (i love that), and is an all around sweetie. GOD I MISS HIM!!!
well onto further news, this semester i am taking 17 credit hours... classes mon-fri...i am now working @ Dillard's in the homestore section of the Parkway Place Mall... so if you need some bed linens kitchen crap or anything to that nature HOLLA AT ME!!!
i think i am tired of typing for now....so umm yea ttyl | | |
| YEP!!! i know it's been a goooood little minute. truth is i don't have much to talk about, my life has been pretty bland...not much going on, but i figure i would give y'all the run down.
lol, just reflecting on the past three days events...isn't it funny when someone gets in a relationship, it just seems like everyone from the past tries to come up and coincidently see how you are?
i guess when a new relationship arises, past friends/boyfriends/significant others have a frickin radar or something and errrrrbody wanna call and come see ya...
here it goes.... well a couple entries back i mentioned a guy i met in huntsville, he is great but we kinda fell off as far as convo goes, his phone got turned off, yadda ya. well i came back home and saw this guy that i have known since like first grade, i guess u could say he was my high school sweetie, and me to him. well, we have been chillin going out whatever yadda ya...well this past saturday it ws clear we both had mutual feelings, so i caught myself in a relationship, woohoo...like a fa serious one...
well, i shit you not less than a half hour later, one ex called, then another, and another, and that's just saturday. sunday another friend called last night three folks called...i just find it funny...all these guys i wasn't in a relationship with, we more or less kicked it, but golly gee i don't talk to these folks for weeks, then they blowing me up like i'm some sorta hotline... THE MADNESS...
in other news...
it looks like Stephanie will now be going to Alabama A&M University in Huntsville, AL. i guess i'm coll with that, definitely was not my top choice, but i will deal, it's not a bad school, just wish me and my folks would've planned more as far as finances...
more later on folks... | | |
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1. Copy and post in your diary. 2. BOLD anything that is true. 3. Leave plain anything that is not true. 4. Add something.
001. I miss somebody right now. 002. I watch more TV than I used to. 003. I love olives. 004. I love sleeping. 005. I own a home. 006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. 007. I love to play video games. 008. I've done something illegal. 009. I've watched action movies. 010. I have been in a five-star hotel. 011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. 012. I like my handwriting. 013. I have acne-free skin. 014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. 015. I curse frequently. 016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 017. I have a hobby. 018. I've been to another country. 019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. 020. I'm really, really smart. 021. I've never broken anyone else's bones. 022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. 023. I love rain. 024. I'm paranoid at times. 025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 026. I need money right now. 027. I love sushi. 028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. 029. I have fresh breath in the morning. 030. I have semi-long hair. 031. I have lost money in Las Vegas. 032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. 033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 034. I shave my legs. 035. I have a twin. 037. I couldn't survive without Caller ID. 038. I like the way that I look. 039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. 040. I know how to do cornrows. 041. I am usually pessimistic. 042. I have mood swings. 043. I think marajuana should be legalized. 044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. 045. I have cheated on a significant other. 046. I have a hidden talent. 047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 048. I've been to a foreign country. 049. I am currently single. 050. I have kissed someone. 051. I enjoy talking on the phone. 052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 053. I love to shop. 054. I would rather shop than eat. 055. I would classify myself as "ghetto". 056. I'm bourgeoise and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. 057. I'm obsessed with my Xanga! 058. I don't hate anyone. 059. I'm a pretty good dancer. 060. I don't think OJ killed his wife. 061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 062. I have a cell phone. 063. I watch MTV on a daily basis. 065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 067. I have never been in a real relationship before. 068. I've rejected someone before. 069. I currently have a crush on someone. 070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 071. I want to have children in the future. 072. I have changed a diaper before. 073. I've had the cops called on me before. 074. I bite my nails. 075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club. 076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. 077. I have a lot to learn. 078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. 079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. 080. I am very shy around the opposite sex. 081. I'm online just about 24/7, even as an away message. 082. I have at least 5 away messages saved. 083. I have been rejected by someone. 084. I have a green sweater. 085. I own the "South Park" movie. 086. I have avoided work to play on OD. 087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. 088. I enjoy country music. 089. I love my best friends. 090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 091. I watch soap operas whenever I can. 092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. 093. I have to advance my career in every position I take in the professional world. 094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". 096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 097. I watch "Spongebob Squarepants" and I like it. 098. I have dated a close friend's ex. 099. I'm happy as of this moment. 100. I have gone scuba diving. 101. I've had a crush on somebody you have never met. 102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. 103. I play a musical instrument. 104. I strongly dislike math. 105. I'm procrastinating on something right now. 106. I own and use a library card. 107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love." 108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks. 109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies ever. 110. I'm obsessed with the TV show "The O.C." 111. I am resentful that I have to grow up. 112. I am an entirely different person around different people. 113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. 114. I think ramen noodles is one of the best foods in the whole world. 115. I am suffering mending of a broken heart. 116. I am a nerd. 117. Sometimes, no matter where I am or who I'm with, I seem to be lonely. 118. I am left-handed and proud of it. 119. I try not to change who I am for someone. 120. My heart resides below my feet. 121. I have seen a live birthing. 122. I enjoy smoothies. 123. I have had major surgery. 124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA. 125. I am listening to Radiohead right now. 126. Some people call me by a nickname. 127. I once stole a music stand. 128. I like pumpkin pie. 129. I love NASCAR! 130. I own over 200 CDs. 131. I work 7 days a week. 132. I have mono. 132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. 133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor. 134. I'm still in my PJs. 135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places. 136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys, or have them fall for me. 137. I'll try anything three times. 138. I'm tired right now. 139. I sometimes have trouble sleeping. 140. I am a cuddler. 141. I love John Waters films. 142. I have made a home videotape. 143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin. 144. One of my feet is bigger than the other. 145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song. 146. I am abnormally obsessed with all things Buffy/Angel. 147. I love comfort food. 148. This question made me mad. 149. I'm Catholic. 150. I can walk a mile without feeling like I'm going to die. 151. I am a college student. 152. I love to cook. 153. I hate vacuuming with a passion. 154. I'm addicted to photography and picture frames. 155. My brother is one of my best friends. 156. I want to lose weight/tone my body. 157. My daughter means more to me than anyone. 158. I listen to foreign music. 159. I'm a hopeless romantic. 160. I've changed so much since high school that I'm almost unrecognizable. 161. I want to run a foster home in the future. 162. I enjoy listening to news talk on the AM radio. 163. I get random urges to dye my hair, and I follow them. 164. I have a tattoo. 165. I can touch my tongue to my nose. 166. I am in love with the Counting Crows. 167. I would be lost without my planner. 168. I sleep with five or more pillows. 169. I own an iPod. 170. I drink coffee everyday. 171. I hate being in arguments. 172. I am high maintenance and I like it that way. 173. I dream of being our nation's president someday. 174. I have brown eyes. 175. I love Subway! 176. I think Tupac Shakur was the best rap artist to have ever lived. 177. I have lied to my parents in the past week. 178. I listen to public radio (NPR, PRI, BBC).
179. I am a neo-soul head to the grave!!!
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| yea yea yea, i know...long time no type...HAHAHA!!! j/k, hmm, alot has transpired within the past couple of months. some things monumental, others....irrelevant...so to sum it all up quickly here are some points that have happened thus far, not in any particular order, to catch ya up:
>i met a great guy...
>only 2 weeks of school left
>i got accepted to Clark Atlanta University :), yay 4 me
> i got a 96% in sociology, thank the Lord
>i dyed my hair a reddish orangey brownish color
>i started my exercise routine
>i may have messed up a good friendship, sorry.
>i am missing my daddy more than ever ;(
>i brought my car back down to school...
>gas is kicking my ass, $2.27?!?! wtf?!? and i am SUPPOSED to get premium...$2.50? thats almost a meal at waffle house, lol.
>my siamese cat, Mozart died, i am very distraught about that, we had him for ten years now. R.I.P. Mozart Alexander Franklin Horton 8/15/95-3/20/2005.
>witnessed a murder at a club...guy killed was an associate of mine, played on my school's basketball team...
yea, there is some other stuff too...but thats the jist of things. i absolutely cannot wait to go home, i have a whole bunch of things to think about. keep me in your prayers please. | | |
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